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09 October 2010 @ 05:30 pm
Title: glaring sun.
Theme: #23
encumbered forever by desire and ambition
there's a hunger still unsatisfied
our weary eyes still stray to the horizon
though down this road we've been so many times

Number of words: 329
Pairings: hints of Kaoru/Kyo, hints of ToshiyaxKaoru
Summary: That's life; you have someone, I have drugs.
Disclaimer: Not mine.
Comments: I wrote this for a kaoruxtoshiyaxkyo drabbles community I really like! (if you like any of those pairings, I recomend you to visit it!! <3)
As usual is not beta-ed so it's probably full of mistakes and types.
Also the plot is not really interesting or anything, I'm sorry about that but I always wanted to write something that involved angsty and drug addicted toshiya.

Comments are appreciated as usual, they help me to improve!!!

x-posted to ktk_drabbles and kaoxtotchi

A loud sound, and a huge movement, probably because of a big pot hole in the ground wakes me up. I groan and curse before I move from my tiny bunk and I look outside, I only can say a road, I wonder in which country we are right now.
The bus makes other huge jump and I groan again, my head and stomach jumps along the big movement and I felt suddenly sick, wondering all sudden what the fuck I decided to drown myself into yesterday. Making a really great effort I manage to put my glasses on and get up, stepping out the bunk and I start staggering 'till I arrive to the mainroom area of the bus, finding you there with him, as always.

You shoot me an ugly glare, both of you do and I feel even worse like I do. You don't have a fuckin' right to judge me, to treat me like that when was you and him, and my desire to you the reason I had for throwing into this kind of life.

Noone said it was easy and that's exactly how it is.

You have him, I have drugs.
But I'm still not satisfied.

I stumble to the kitchen and grab myself a few aspirins I found in a table nearby, obviously someone else needed them before me, I take them into my mouth and I swallow them without the need of water, I've been swallowing much worse things since this tour started.
Leaning against the wall, I stare at the front of the bus, at the seeming endless road and I can't help but let out a sigh, I feel like I've been stuck here since forever, I feel we are moving in circles going up and down the fuckin' same road with a no real direction; and I feel that in the end I have nothing but a huge headache and you have a warm body besides you when you wake up.
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